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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
10:52 PM

THE MOSQUITOES IN MY SCHOOL'RE HORRID!

They possess this absolutely remarkable strength to actually penetrate the die-hard material, that is my jeans, and bless me with 7 wonderously huge red bites on my poor leg! I've been getting all these bites on my leg for the past few weeks la! It makes wearing skirts very difficult! Showing off a terribly bitten thigh isn't exactly enticing. Plus, they're leaving awful looking scars behind which're taking forever to fade!

That's why I need a tan, pronto. To cover up all that ugliness. Oh! And vitamin E oil, it eliminates scars like a spell! Ok.. I knw I sound uber vain, but every girl is to a certain degree what, right...? Lol. NO! Don't need to claim that I'm exceptionally over the average level of vanity. I'm not, I'm just getting alot of bites recently and it's irritating me. Especially the itch! Grr..

Anywho, I've been acting on my fetish for cantonese songs! I've not the slightest idea of what they're singing, but the tunes're just such an ease to listen to! And the way the dialect's being spoken is simply gracious. I'm currently really stuck on "Hao xin fen shou", I knw it's a really old song, but I like it. =)

Alright, today. Had IS and stayed back with grpmates after to buck up on our IAC project. We were fluctuating inbetween topics for God knows how long, and we finally settled on one today. Ya, like one week before deadline we're finally actually heading somewhere. But it's good la, a start at least. Lol. Nat's our grp leader! Hahaha. I'm currently, without his knowledge, appointing him as it! =) Only got home at like slightly past 8. *sigh. I predict the next week to b hectic and have requent late-night runnings in school and at home. There're tests, essays, radio scripts, projects enthusiastically lined up awaiting to be completed. GOD BLESS ME. There's still the oh-so-tiring tennis training to consider!

Moving on.

I wonder, when will thoughts of u dissipate? I like being labelled the "one who gets away with it", but I'm not living up to that title at the moment. The joke's all on me now. I got everything I did fired back at me 10 times harder. So I'm not complaining much. I just hope u fade soon, I hope u vanish soon, I hope u disappear soon. Right now, I've just gotta cope with it on my own. Learn how to go thru situations like these alone. Cos all I have is myself, to count on and to get thru this. I miss my BF.

Yes, it's time for work again. Speech comm's worksheet and speech, and writt comm's essay outline. Heaps of work.

But sometimes u need a hand, a shoulder, a friend.

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